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12/6/21 6:45 PM
Hello, This is the first little thingy I will be posting, hopefully you come and check what's going on with me. Im not sure but I think I will be getting some great news soon. Im away from home for the next month. It's been 3 months now, can't wait to go back home and sleep all day or consume the elixer I like to pour into my mouth. With this being my first post I'll let you on a little secret, I have been in most corners of the internet lurking, same vussie that observes. It's fun to do things. Maybe you can find something in my website? Hiddnen somewhere or not? Only I know. :)
1/3/22 7:12 PM
It's been a while, I'm sorry for that. I have been busy with things and I'm finally almost going back home I can't wait for that just have to wait till the 10th of this month. I have been stressed, my family has become even more insuferable the past weeks and the holidays were bad for me I hate the holidays, I always try to look foward for them but they always end up disapointing me...maybe once I get back home I can finally relax. Funny how this is my vacation but I have done 0 relaxing at all. When I get back home I plan to do a lot of things and get my shit togther for once. I feel for this year to be good I needed something to change and for what this stressful family has given to me I need to swallow it and keep on going and once I reach where I am satisfied I will tell them all off and show them that I am better then what they said.
1/30/22 4:15 AM
I have grown even more depressed I can't fathom how much I want to rip my hair out at this point. At least I'm home that's all that matters now at the current moment. I can't sleep, my eyes start to cry by themselves. I don't want to live anymore....but I will continue to do so because I have a goal in my life that I won't disclose on here just yet. Other than me being in pure agony this past month, I have bought some cool things related to animes and a hatsune miku figure. School isnt that bad so that's one good thing, I was able to get a week off but on tuesday I start again, which I don't mind all I've been doing was sleeping so doing something productive would be good for me for once. I have been thinking on trying to make my own web-board like 4chan and CC (crystal cafe) but without all the incels, just for people who don't fit in with incels or "normies" either...people who are in the middle.
2/7/22 10:49 PM
I have recently went to go pick up someone and I took a picture of the scenery, I admire and love where I live. I always get to see how beautiful nature is around the spring time. I always seem to smile at nature, I wish I could live in the country side and wake up with sun filled morning and hear the birds chirp, smell the crisp fresh air and stare at nature while it smiles back at me. I have been practicing how to make chocolate for Valentine's day so I can gift some to my loved ones. I hope they enjoy it, it's fun making the chocolate. I think I will also try to bake this chocolate dessert I saw online a couple of day's ago. I think I'm going to be suprised on the 14th..hopefully I am right about that or else I would have given myself false hope. My grandmother gave me a bracelet this weekened It's supposed to give me good luck, I think I can see the diffrence in my days after I got it. I feel good.
3/18/22 11:06 PM
My birthday was the 2nd of this month, yay!! One year closer to my death is something that I celebrate happily...I got some nice presents and will get my hair done soon again!! Will of course dye my hair red again lol...I made a blog so if you are intrested in seeing that copy the link on a search bar...Maybe I will be more active on there than here...im not the best at html and css but i've been trying to get better and understand it some more but I did post two new posts on the blog so make sure to read that if you would like to ^_^..also if you come across that blog without reading this than here is me stating that I am the person running it and not some random person on the internet that has the same name as me lol but I doubt anyone has my name or smth like that LOLL ^_^
https://vussie.blogspot.com/
5/25/22 10:20 PM
Wow two months since my last update sorry hehe, there wasnt much to say but recently ive been growing my mp100 manga collection and have been rereading the 1-4 volumes I have, I want to buy the 5th vol and another manga I wanted to read. I also pre-ordered BTS's new anthology album and it delivers on the 9th of June so I can't wait for that ^_^ I also went to some hotpot/boil place with my aunt and It was really good I got a kimchi while she got a beef one if I can remember well since it was a week ago. Also near where my grandma lives there's some store with a cartman painted(?) on the window and I thought it was very funny LOL!! Summer break is soon for me just two more weeks and I will be done with school yay!! I've been feeling better and I can't wait for the summer since I am getting a summer job so I can buy so many random crap I want without getting scolded at for wasting my money on stuff :P Other than that I am really excited, I think this summer will be the best one I will have, also Im most likely going to the beach this weekend or the next one and to a casino !!! :3
6/29/22 8:40 PM
This month has been very eventfull but yet it was quite fun, firstly BTS had a comeback and the members are doing solo work as well which is so hard to keep up with LOL. I made new friends which I love dearly even though I may not act like it most of the time, I really enjoy their company and I should fix my sleep schedule so I can play/chat with them more!! I dyed my hair, got a cd player, bought more mp100 mangas !!!! which i adore and fixed up my shelves so they look more nicer too. I went to a wedding and to the beach this weekend it was very fun and all of my friends complimented on how I look it was a huge confidence booster which I really needed and they are also very cute too^^ I need to learn more css/html to make my website even cooler and to my taste and I need to update you guys more often as well LOLOL sorry :3c This summer has started out really good and I have yet to start my summer job which I am bit happy about that but I kinda want to work now to get money for my things I want to get LOL Roblox has been very addicting this past month esp when I play with my friends, I hope we get to be friends for a long time and have fun even if im basically one of the oldest one out of them :3 This summer seems like it would be the first summer that I will really enjoy, it seems :)
7/19/22 9:37 PM
I am finally starting my new and first job next month!! Hopefully it's not that hard and it's good pay too!! I can finally buy all the random and dumb shit I want without getting told its dumb LOLOL!!! Super super exicted to buy hella music and merch eheh, I also want to save up money for future concerts that I would want to go to^^ I finnaly started taking prozac for my depression and anxiety so hopefully I also feel better mentally yayaya!! If this doesnt work then I might have to leave for a long time which I dont want to do...even though I may not come and update regularly, I dont want to abandon this website;; either way hopefully everything works out for me this time! I also need to start looking at scholorships more closely and start applying, its better to apply earlier than most so yeahhhh...I also got a new perfume and it smells sooo good, I need to buy more after I finish it loll this should be my signautre scent now :3c I have been a bit busy with running this one server for voice acting a story thing my friend wanted to make !! I love running servers I find it so fun. Omg also I have been obbsssseeedseded with hoseok's photoshoot for this magazine!! He looks so just ogmogm Im actually printing the photos out rn and putting them on my wall !!!
8/2/22 11:05 PM
I start my job in the next couple of weeks, but recently I have been taking meds for my anxiety and depression. I think it is helping, I feel much more motivated and not so sluggish(?) I just feel a change in me which is good!!! Other than that I finally decided to make a small youtube video of me playing roblox, not the best quality but I think its funny! I went out to buy clothes which im glad I did and I got a cool hat!! Its normal but I never thought I would look pretty decent with a hat on. I should be getting a haircut soon too which Im glad about, my hair is kinda annoying me since its just bland and its weird and doesnt look good ughhh. I somehow keep on making more friends its really crazy LOL but these people are nice and funny!!! One of them is really cool i esp like them!! Other than that there isnt much to update for me^^ I have been cleaning mostly since I feel more motivated to do it which im glad! Also I cant seem to find my other sock which is kinda annoying but either way its ok!!! And I also started some roblox jobs for funsies!! I hope i get promoted to ceo in them hehehehe :3c
Link to my first video evurr!!!
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